Saturday, July 31, 2010

What its like being a loner



i saw her sitting alone
absorbed in her own world
why is no one there
is she a goner??
no, she is just a loner...

she looked up
and saw me observing
slowly her lips curved into a smile
but i was thinking all this while

why is her smile so forced
does she hate me to be here
does she want to be alone??
even the thought i could not bear

i started walking away
"wait" a cry came my way
i stopped to turn around
and this time i saw her eyes
and they got me dumbfound

i smiled at her and said bye
but i am still thinking
why does she matter to me
whoever she may be??

i wake up from sleep
that's when i started to weep
her eyes....they were so empty
it was such a pity
that they had to be so sad
was being a loner so bad

i washed my face
and looked at myself in mirror
i searched my own eyes
can i be her??

"hey idiot" i hear them shout
"what are you doing...is everything alright??"
there faces full of concern
erased all my questions

looking at my friends
i can see the light
what was i thinking
what was i searching
they are here as always
there shine hides my greys
now i do not fear
you see i am no longer a loner...

Monday, July 19, 2010

My angel


Opened my eyes
and saw that face
it was full of beauty
it was full of grace
seeing her, i still feel this way
god hasn't made a similarity till date

till date, she has the happiest features
how can one hurt this creature
her eyes literally glow
seeing them still fills me with hopes

hope, not to be rich and blah blah blah
hope rather to shine like a star
not for me myself
this is for some1 else's well

well, she did always teach me
that u should believe
in the goodness of the world
even if it sometimes hurts

it hurts to see her sad
it feels joyful to see her glad
she is so connected to us
that none can gain higher trust

trust me, she is an angel
and came into my life like a miracle
she is more than what u discover
she is world's best sister
know it sounds cheesy
but i don't have any words for "didi"
she is just so good and nice
she is my light ever since
i opened my eyes.