Waiting for my rainbow

Everyday is different, they say
Then why does everyday feels
Like a walk through a sludge
Like a boulder that just won't budge

Everyone is different, they say
Then why isn't there at least one
Who can see me and stay
Till it all becomes okay

Everytime is different, they say
Then why does every hour every second
There is this weight on my chest
That doesn't let me catch a breath

In this canopy of different colors
My corner has become gray
So I sit down and wait
For a rainbow to melt the clouds away