Friday, June 25, 2010

To: Ma, thanks for believing in me

Whenever some1 laughed on me
whatever may the reason be
my heart would crash
I so used to feel like trash

But you were always there
wiping my tears
silently reassuring
always saying
"baby you are the best
don’t worry about d rest
they are just jealous of you"
and changed my view

I always used to fall
sometimes I also failed
it would bereft me of any hope
gosh! I felt like such a dope

And you were still there
holding me up with all your care
you made me see the sky
you actually believed I could fly
seeing your eyes full of faith
my fears I would shake
you dragged me out of that blue
and changed my view

I used to remain invisible
so knowing me was not so feasible
nobody would see what I am
they believed in my sham

But you were never fooled
see, it was a world you ruled
you knew me inside out
knew my laughs and my pouts
knew what i wanted
so whatever i flaunted
you made me see what’s true
and changed my view

There are moments
when i am scared
there are moments
when i want you to be here
i wanna talk to you
i wanna tell you all my worries

Even though you are not here
i know you are with me
wherever i go wherever i be
you take my tensions away
you always make it seem like a play
with you i feel so close to home
wish there was some way
to say how much i love you mom.