Waiting for my rainbow

Everyday is different, they say
Then why does everyday feels
Like a walk through a sludge
Like a boulder that just won't budge

Everyone is different, they say
Then why isn't there at least one
Who can see me and stay
Till it all becomes okay

Everytime is different, they say
Then why does every hour every second
There is this weight on my chest
That doesn't let me catch a breath

In this canopy of different colors
My corner has become gray
So I sit down and wait
For a rainbow to melt the clouds away

Feeling the wind

Reading a book
This story is not of this world
This story is about me
As I keep on reading
I could feel the wind

Listening to a song
This song is soft, makes me sway
This song is fast, so I dance
As I went on listening
I could feel the wind

Walking down a path
This one leads home
This one to an adventure
As I curiously stay moving
I could feel the wind

Today is different
I read but don't relate
I listen but can't sway
I walk but I am not moving
And I cant feel the wind
Can you?